I'm tired to be full of hatred. I just want to live a simple life, is that difficult? I want to forget all nasty things that happened, I find it hard to tell anyone, cos everyone seems to be taking his side.
I hate him. He seems to be the cause of trouble for everything. Career, family. But how come he don't feel remorseful at all. Only know how to tell lies, think he is the best person who can tolerate my temper. Don't majority woman scold their husbands? At least that is what I just found out. He did it for revenge, but he has the guts to do and not the guts to admit. I despise him. He can take revenge, so can I? Even if it is at the expense of my own happiness, I will. If not for baby, I would have parted with him. Don't know why am I sleeping next to him every night, he is basically a stranger.
I find myself stupid, why ever buy the ec and complicate things. Even want to divorce also don't know how to do so now. Cant imagine need to wait another 3 years when the house is done then can divorce. God, pls give me direction, pls take him away from me.
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